The silent screams

I was scared … I was confused… I was anxious… I was Alone…
No this is no horror movie script…. This is the simplest description of loneliness …that’s my loneliness…
Don’t know for sure but there is some problem with me being alone…
All sort of weirdness surrounds me… Mind stops working and every heart beat sounds like another nuclear explosion in this lonely city…
Cant read… can’t eat... cant sleep… can’t do any this…
What do u do when u can’t do anything… I tell u… u wait …u wait … and this wait seems to be like for eternity…
U want to get out of this loneliness and explore the outside … but like I said, u can’t do anything…
So u wait … u wait again for no one… nothing seems to move… nothing seems to be alive… not even u…
But this heart beats of yours makes u realize that the wait is still not over… and so u wait…. Again….
Problem starts when u feel that now u want to scream… scream for help… scream for getting out of this lone place… to hear some sound for heaven sake…
But no… u cant scream… as can’t do anything again… but u start hearing them… so u wait … wait for them to go away … but they don’t… so u wait … u wait again…
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Wat was this all about……… cacophony of silence is unbearable at times…
Wat u can do to over come this depends upon your personality…
Extroverts like me, to whom talking is the way to breath, face really ugly situations of loneliness …
I guess only way out of this is to ESCAPE…
Escape from the cages of rules of communication…
Feel beyond the world… feel the universe as the city u live in…
No rules … no boundaries … no limits…
Only u communicating with this universe…
Need to find more on this…. So the search goes on….
And so is the wait….